Wednesday, March 30, 2005
If ur prone to puking, pls, do turn ur pretty little head away rite now..
U too Syu, turn away.. :P
I am goin to express how much i am going to miss my dear boyfren. He's going for an operation tomoro morning to mend a tear in his knee ligament. And he'll be on mc for a few months. And i'll be going off in abt 1 month. He won't be able to walk, obviously, for the first few weeks. Meaning, i won't get to see him before i go off to US. Yes there's always the option of visiting him. Well, dat option is not available to me.. coz his parents doesn't knoe abt me. They're kinda strict on the whole BGR thing.. as are my parents. It's weird reallie. I never thot i'd be in a relationship where MY parents wld knoe abt it and his doesn't. I always thot my parents were pretty strict.
Right. Where were we? Oh yes.. i was missing him. Supposed to meet him 1 last time tonite.. but his stupid camp OC tells him that he cant go off till he finishes all his werk. Bloody @#*%&$^&@(!#$&$^!(%!%@#%!#.
This is gonna be so weird. Not seeing him. There's always the telephone i knoe.. but sumtimes.. dats juz not enuf. (And Fad, i knoe wat ur thinking, put that thot out of ur head rite now!) It's just i'm so used to seeing him, meeting him, not doing so will be.. well.. sad. And it's even worse that i won't get to see him before i go...
*sigh* Oh well, suck it up Syidah. =(
Anyway, i hope everything goes well tomoro and he'll recover soon. I'll be praying for his safety, always.
Heh
