Friday, March 11, 2005
I am... exhausted.
Classes onli started on monday.. but i feel like i haven't slept in a month. Or something. I haf no idea why this time it feels extra tiring. Could it be attributed to the fact that this will be the last class i'll be taking in Singapore? Hmm wait.. that doesn't make sense does it? Anyway i'll juz haf to endure it till the last lesson on Wednesday. I've got class tomoro too.. but gotta skip it coz i've got to teach mendaki. Which i am dreading a little. Dun get me wrong.. i love the kids in my form class. There's the chubby, grinning kid; the small, quiet, sweet little boy; the pretty gerl u can't resist; the cheeky boy who never fails to make u smile... But its the other class i'm dreading. They're so uncontrollable. And every week, they make me scream myself hoarse. But.. endurance is key here i guess.
Anyway.. i'm gonna haf plenty of rest soon.. coz i'll be jobless. Hurrah! Not. Contract ends this month with my company.. they wanna renew it but i can't coz i'm going US so i'll haf to look for a new job when i come back. And i'll be competing wif all the other fresh graduates.. juz great.
All week long i've been saving money by skipping lunch.. coz classes at nite=2 outside meals a day=more money spent. And in light of my soon-to-be-jobless situation and my "holiday" in US, i had better haf some savings to tide me over when i get back here and start looking for a job. But guess wat? I squandered all the money i saved this week (think grumbly, upset stomach) in juz 5 mins when i walked into Forever 21 and saw the accessories.
All i could think of was.. "Somebody stop me.."
