Wednesday, October 06, 2004
Cramps. I hate them. Damn cramps. It hurts like crazy. Yesterday especially. I was p0sitively feeling faint fr0m the pain. I wanted t0 thr0w up, i had d0uble visi0ns, i cldn't sit t00 much. Reallie.. n0 kidding. I cldn't sit still at werk and c0ntemplated g0in back h0me but decided that i shdn't be such a big baby. Its better t0day thankfully. Mebbe due t0 da panad0l i ate bef0re i came t0 werk.
I think it was my sis wh0 t0ld me.. that th0se wh0 haf painful cramps will haf an unbearable delivery when the time c0mes. Ermz.. i h0pe dats n0t true. Its juz a scare tactic ritez? Pls say yes.. I'm already afraid enuf 0f pregnancy as it is.. fr0m all th0se st0ries t0ld by my married-wif-kids c0lleagues. N0t that i'm getting married and planning t0 haf a child s00nz.. haha 0n da c0ntrary m0re like. Juz dat i w0nder if that's true.. 0h manz.. its scary. Especially when it c0mes t0 sum0ne like me.. i'm n0t very big 0n pain. Ugh~ Why am i even t0kin abt this? It'll be a few c00l yrs bef0re i haf t0 w0rry abt it.. let's juz h0pe by then.. i'll be prepared t0 take da pain. Heh. Yes i kn0e.. i'm such a big petty baby.
