Thursday, June 17, 2004
Haf u ever had dat fren.. da 0ne wh0 keeps disappearing.. n 0nli appears when she needs u? I juz dun get it. Are we n0t frenz? As a matter 0f fact.. weren't we cl0se frenz? Da 4 0f us were very cl0se back in p0ly days.. N she turned distant rite abt da time she met a guy. We haven't seen her 0r heard fr0m her f0r da last 6 m0nths.. except f0r th0se 0nce in a blue m00n f0rwarded smses. Wat da hell is dat anywayz? Dats 0kay f0r n0rmal frenz 0r if we're merely acquaintances but we're better frenz den dat weren't we? Fad n Syu t0ld me t0 f0rget abt it.. Dat she'll c0me t0 us 0nli when she needs us. But I wanted t0 gif her da benefit 0f da d0ubt.. s0 i smsed her asking her h0w she was.. expecting n0 resp0nse but l0 n beh0ld.. she did resp0nd but in a way dat said things weren't very g00d. N she told me briefly in an sms dat over da past 6 m0nths she met dis guy n haf been g0in 0ut wif him ever since but n0w her parents dun appr0ve 0f him n she's been hafin arguments wif dem. I can't help but think .. ahh n0 w0nder she's dissappeared da last 6 m0nths. S0 i suggested we all g0 0ut dis Sat and catch up. N she happily agreed. N n0w.. she's acting distant againz.. guess things g0t better huh s0 she d0esn't need us. Sh0uld haf listened t0 Fad n Syu. Watever.. I dun need a fren like dat. I've g0t great frenz like Fad n Syu.. wh0 n0 matter wat.. will always be dere f0r me.. N me f0r dem.. All 3 0f us haf g0t bfs but we dun ign0re each 0ther juz becuz we haf bfs. We need gal palz.. n0 matter h0w much u l0ve ur bf.. dere are juz s0me 0f th0se times u juz need ur bel0ved gal palz. Thank g0d I haf Fad n Syu. Thank g0d dey dun read my bl0g. hahaha

Me, Fad & Syu 0n my 20th B'day
